Unwriting You

posted Feb 28, 2012

Your stitches
loosen and your face
unravels and your
lips fall to the tiles
and your tongue
dries to dust and your
fingers unhinge and
your chest sinks
and your mother
forgets you and your
lover takes a new
name and your desk
is given to your
assistant and your
niece asks where
you’ve gone and
subway doors close
on your ghost
shoulders and dogs
pee on your ankles
and your last meal
remains on the plate
and your wine glass
sits full and your
napkin folded and
your best friend never
calls again and your
subscriptions expire
and the letters you
wrote combust
on my shelf and the
photos of us melt
into small puddles
along the baseboard
and your closetful
of good shoes go
stiff and your father
remembers you by
a different name
and the children
we never had stop
whispering I love
you
in my ear.

Jeanann Verlee is the author of Racing Hummingbirds. A former punk rocker who wears polka dots and collects tattoos, her work has appeared in such journals as The New York Quarterly, Rattle, FRiGG, and kill author. Racing Hummingbirds earned the Independent Publisher Book Award Silver Medal for poetry. She curates the Urbana reading series at Bowery Poetry Club in New York City and is a poetry editor for Union Station.

Verlee’s poem “Poem to Translate the Poems” also appears in this issue.